FCUK .I'M FUCKING SHAG.
OFF YOU GO.
Well, honey changed his specs (:
and he gave me his old one!
I'm so into wearing his specs laaaaaaaaa. =/
Don't he look like CHARLIE ZHANG? LMAO.
Well, on the go to another shopping spree later on (:
With luc, honey and that ah gua zeng that wants to snatch honey from me, i guess.
hahaha !
I have so many thing i wanna blog about.
But i really don't know how i should describe how i am feeling.
I hate working, especially desk-bounded jobs.
But the pay is relatively attractive, whr to get such a deal?
I want to work as a cashier, but my parents BOTH disagree.
Gawd, and i really hope that Messy would call me up.
But, I DON'T WORK ON PUBLIC HOLS and SUNDAY.
Soooooo, will they even consider me. =/
I want to work with honey, BUT he wants to work in pedro with his new found
friend, Fabian.
I want to have many many clothes!
When i was waiting for my pay, i could so easily name those things i wanna
buy so easily.
But why when i got it, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BUY.
Thats the worse kind of feeling ever.
I love the days shopping with honey.
Cos i'll have backaches FREE from me :D
Honey will always be there to carry by bag for me, the things i buy and everything.
When i'm thirsty but busy plucking my skins, he'll cautiously feed me.
Oh gawwwwwwwwwd, you seriously make me feel so love honey (:
Hmms, i'm goin jobless soon.So for now, i should be on a job hunting !Hence, the meetup with xinyi later on.Her favourite place - City Hall.WHAT THE HELL -.-Hahaha.Honey, wo hao xiang ni.Bu yao zhe yang dui wo le hao bu hao? ):
Gawd, i'm still stuck with what course i should take on.Whats more, there's 12 to fill up -.-Well, i'll discuss it again with my parents!Went down to look for darling after my half day work today.I practically DUA-ED him all the way, and when i reached there, i'm happy to see him being caught by surprise! (;I rushed down all the way, *though i was damn hungry* just to get there in time.Well, my hard work paid off.Know why?Cos i get to see that DUMBEST SMILING FACE of his.
Boy, i love you (:
Well, i'm really mixed up with so many kind of feelings.
But why, i so feel like as if i was really the bad guy.
Was i the one that changed everything?
I believe, we get what we deserved.
Isn't it?
Or, was i wrong. OH SO WRONG.
I don't know =/ Damn, i really dun know.But i really treasure what i have now, i really do.So please, change, DON'T TAKE PLACE.And please kindly get this guilt out of me.
EAST COAST DAY OUT after darling's work at expo ! (:We shall let the pictures speak their words ;D
THATS IT FOR TODAY! ;D
In your arms, i know i'm blessed (:
Its been a long time since i really sat down and blog.Now, i'm waiting for my hair to dry, cos i'm goin to work later.Monday, its the day we'll be geting back our results.Jitters.Shag-ness -.-well, just hope everything runs well.i'm goin to Bedok cc in the evening in SCHOOL UNIFORM.it for the sake of collecting the bursary.TSSSSSSSSSSSK.still need wear school u.oh god .and, i'm really really tired of working alr people.i wanna work at places that i'm happy, enjoying the job.shag ):long working hours, they're draining me out.i miss darling , so so so badly. i swear ):
HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
I LOVE YOU!
Dear, i'm really touch to receive your call at 12. I LOVE YOU!
♥ Tan Xiao Xi
Your beloved honey, AH GONG! =)
Darling's the sweetest thing ever (:
i'm sorry darling, really sorry.
maybe you won't blame me now, but you may, in the future.
i can't help, but i really fear the arrival of that day.
i'm sorry for landing you in such a state whr you can't sleep well.
please, forgive me.
i'm sorry for the tears you shed, and i swear, those tears that rolled down your face tore my heart badly into pieces.
i sercretly hated myself.
so much.
at that instant, i did not think of reversing the time, but instead.
i thought of chopping my bloody hands into pieces.really.
i'm really sorry.
its no one's fault.
but mine.
cos i did not have the resilience to say,
NO. TAKE YOUR FUCKING HANDS OF ME.
you wouldn't know how hurtful it is when you say you have to learn to get use of the absense of me.
and you wouldn't know how touched i was when you actually brought that zak bum to rub my bruise for me.
never in my life would i even expect you to do that for me.
that moment when you was rubbing my bruise so attentively, i swear to god.
you melted my heart, and i know.
i'm not goin to leave you.
please, for i ask for, is for you to trust me that i won't leave you.
and you will definitely do a good job in proving me right.
you wouldn't know the reason for why i kept crying.
it was cause, i know i'm wrong.
the way you treat me with your ever tender loving care and for those tears you shed.
that scene, kept flashing through my mind.
and how i wish you could really be mine forever.
its too early to say forever, but thats what i really wished for.
poly's life not gonna affect my feeling towards you.
cos for what we've been through together is nothing one can easily compare. trust me, once more, will you?i really want to go through whatever endeavours i shall encounter in the future tog with you.as well as face the challenges tog with you thats ahead of us.cos i know whatever may happen, you'll always be there for me."Change is the only thing that's constant"but i know even if the sky were to fall, the earth to stop revolving,i know, my love for you shall be ever-changing.EVER-CHANGING?yes, it shall be.which is to love you more and more until, change isn't the constant anymore.
